Tuesday, October 29, 2019

Oh Yeah, Death-Connor Foley Assignment 8

So like, yeah. I'm afraid of some small scale stuff. I occasionally get spooked by intentionally spooky items and concepts. But the thing that absolutely shakes me to my core in the most human of ways is just death itself. It might sound silly to say you're afraid of death, because like, duh. Most people are afraid of death. But I feel like for me, it's much more than a surface level woe. Sometimes I'll be outside doing something, and then just look around and notice the things that could just end my life right there. When I walk down stairs, sometimes I remember halfway down that I could totally trip and snap my neck, killing me instantly. It's a really morbid thing to hear, and trust me, it's a morbid thing to think about too. Part of it stems from my dreams of the stories and characters I want to bring to life in a digital space. If I die I can't do that. If I die there is so much I can't experience, stuff that I was looking forward to. That's why death scares me so much. It can come at any minute, whether I'm ready or not.

I will go ahead and tell you though that clowns are certifiably not scary. Like come on. Clowns? Really? 

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