Assignment 7 - Beppy Badgett - I don't know what I want to be when I grow up

I have no idea what I want to do about college. I know I definitely want to go,  but I don't know where or for what. My parents have never put any real pressure on me to choose a certain career but they have encouraged me to continue my education. Over fall break I went on my first six college tours. I went to big schools, small schools, public, and private, but I still don't know what I want. Sometimes I think "Oh, I should go to a small school because I can meet almost everyone and small class sizes mean the teachers will help keep me accountable" and other times I think "A big school would be better because I can meet a ton of people". At this moment I'm leaning towards a smaller school. I honestly don't care, just as long as I'm challenged. I think when I find the right school I'll know it, I bet it will just "feel right". One of my concerns with college is my lack of motivation, I am doing well in school right now, but sometimes I find my self just skimping by, thinking if I had just started this sooner or put more effort in to it. In college I will have no one to hold me accountable but myself. I have realized this and especially since I've started driving I have become more responsible and am now more confident that I might be able to take care of myself.